See you in still

I'm sitting down

So I guess now is a good time

Tell me

Where were you?

I think I know

I want to hear from you

These voices lie 

These are your voices

Worse than trying

Worse than silence

Few people won't run

The stillness cuts

It's too much

I guess that's where I'm going

I'll see you in still

Waiting for something

I've seen others in that place
But now I feel myself there
It's like I'm high
And I want to go down
It's an anxious waiting feeling
I sense something building
But I don't want to trip
I don't want to dissolve
I want the door that enters into
The place where dreams are made
I know it's not a pretty place
But I want in this room
I want to disappear in this room
I want to hide there
I'm too vulnerable out here
I'm waiting and am holding on
That's part of the thing
You can't go anywhere if you don't let go
I guess I'm a little scared
That I'll vanish