See you in still

I'm sitting down

So I guess now is a good time

Tell me

Where were you?

I think I know

I want to hear from you

These voices lie 

These are your voices

Worse than trying

Worse than silence

Few people won't run

The stillness cuts

It's too much

I guess that's where I'm going

I'll see you in still

Waiting for something

I've seen others in that place
But now I feel myself there
It's like I'm high
And I want to go down
It's an anxious waiting feeling
I sense something building
But I don't want to trip
I don't want to dissolve
I want the door that enters into
The place where dreams are made
I know it's not a pretty place
But I want in this room
I want to disappear in this room
I want to hide there
I'm too vulnerable out here
I'm waiting and am holding on
That's part of the thing
You can't go anywhere if you don't let go
I guess I'm a little scared
That I'll vanish

Not by choice

I can't sleep

I know this feeling

There's a storm coming

My insides are twisting

I say I want peace

Am I a liar?

I want to win

But the victory is transparent 

What am I?

This dream

It's like I keep waking up

I like sleep

But it scares me

I've seen god

He wasn't there 

The hills are gone

It's a desert

The man is a ghost 

I'm not here

Not usually 

The separation kills me

I'm choking

My neck 

I feel it there

I'm weak with strength

I want you

The beauty of the song

It haunts me

My love terrifies me

My heart is smashed

And glued

I won't leave

Not on my own accord

Embark

One more round 

A quiet sound

An unseen fog

An underdog

I am him

And we are them

The sunken gem

Amongst the men

Lend and send

My mind will bend

Until it's there

From nowhere

Feel the air

Sit and stare

Find the still

That fits the bill

I'm all and all

The one to fall

My old is gold

And does unfold

Unto the front

Of my hunt 

My eye to you

Looking through

I steal the dark

Embark

Average

I'm average

Nothing great

Run of the mill

I'm crazy in a way

Trying to pass

For above average

Fuck it all

I represent

I'm average

All the average fucks out there

I am you

Pay attention

Trouble is a weird thing

It just shows it's head

I swear I'm doing all the right things

It was the fight

But it's the crazy normality

It's something that doesn't feel right

It's one of those things that I'm sensing

Kicking doesn't help

Sometimes I'm not sure cutting works

Look at it

I'm falling asleep

It's mine

I don't care if it was phantom

The feel was right

It still feels good

I saw the worst last night

The bad delivered with a smile

I'm still here

The river has not dried

I'm alive 

The circle

This is my own

I've always wanted it

It's something that I can hold

I can work with the circle