Split and shattered

Late for life
the time has passed
the alarm is broke
I've slept through madness
I've awakened to pain
all the memory is what's avoided
I looked to hope and found it dying
I threw my rage unto the wall
my girl just missed the senseless anger
pointless is the surface facts
I stepped back in
and was placed on the rails
I'm relying on something that holds
it's not slipping or disheartening
my medicine must be taken
surfing the wave of untold signs
I stand
I fall
I break
I feel
until I'm split and then shattered