Monday, April 14, 2014

Average

I'm average
Nothing great
Run of the mill
I'm crazy in a way
Trying to pass
For above average
Fuck it all
I represent
I'm average
All the average fucks out there
I am you

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Pay attention

Trouble is a weird thing
It just shows it's head
I swear I'm doing all the right things
It was the fight
But it's the crazy normality
It's something that doesn't feel right
It's one of those things that I'm sensing
Kicking doesn't help
Sometimes I'm not sure cutting works
Look at it
I'm falling asleep

Thursday, April 3, 2014

It's mine

I don't care if it was phantom
The feel was right
It still feels good
I saw the worst last night
The bad delivered with a smile
I'm still here
The river has not dried
I'm alive 
The circle
This is my own
I've always wanted it
It's something that I can hold
I can work with the circle

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

River

I wrote songs
Something new
From the sphere
The warmth
I'm returning 
But there's a strange feeling
In my neck
I'm choking
Just the feeling
I used to feel this as a child
I'm clearing the way
But as I do this comes to me
It's funny now
It doesn't bother me
I used to freeze
To shake
To squirm
But now I'm just present
Without judgement 
I don't want to be bad
I'm attracted to the warm
The circle
In my body
Where am I in my body?
Do you know?
The music is returning
It's also strange
It's a river
That's what I heard
I think I'm there

Hotel dream

I was running
I was waiting
I was angry
I was fast
I was climbing 
Exploring 
In the end I was hiding
In the dark
The police were chasing my person
I was in the shadows
Someone was approaching me
I didn't know if he was an enemy or a friend
When he got close I woke
Before that there were French fries
Late fries 
I was in socks
The floor was wet
Before that there was an elevator

Hotel dream

I was running
I was waiting
I was angry
I was fast
I was climbing 
Exploring 
In the end I was hiding
In the dark
The police were chasing my person
I was in the shadows
Someone was approaching me
I didn't know if he was an enemy or a friend
When he got close I woke
Before that there were French fries
Late fries 
I was in socks
The floor was wet
Before that there was an elevator

Monday, March 31, 2014

Probably

No one said that building an empire was going to be easy
Everyone wants to bring down the king
Even if no one knows he's the king
The voices in his head are calling for his head
Why do the voices want an outcome that will lead to their demise?
The voices in my head are like republicans who vote against their own interest
Do the voices in my head feel there is a better situation?
Who are they?
Why so many voices?
It's getting loud in here
I can't hear with all the screaming
Die
And they tell me the same
It's war
I want death
They want death
And no one wins
What does a guy have to do to acheive victory around here?
Surrender? 
Probably
What does a guy have to do to get answers around here?
Stop asking questions?
Probably